To my high reaching dreams,
How have you been? Are you still there? Aren’t you still tired of waiting for me to reach you? Would you still wait for me even if it would take so long for me to have you?
I keep on chasing for you ever since. I even tripped on uneven roads of insecurity; stumbled on rocks of struggle; fell down in a well of imperfections – and still now.
You even made my eyes pour raindrops for I was so hopeless and careless as I try to reach the peak of infinity. I lose hope for not seeing a new horizon again. I lose hope for not seeing the waves from the vast ocean moving towards me. I lose hope for not seeing birds soaring up high.
I am scared that you would not wait for me. I am scared that you would leave and find another dreamer. I am scared to face more uneven roads rocks, and deep wells. I am scared that if I would encounter them I can’t stand up again. I am scared if I’d be all alone after having you.
I run as fast as I could for I think I was left behind. Others have you now and some are just inches away from you. I keep on chasing you even doubts and dilemmas chase me too. I tried to avoid them but they keep on appearing on my path.
Please don’t leave me. Please don’t leave even if it would take years for me to reach you. Please don’t leave me even if I kept on tripping over unpaved roads. Please don’t leave me even I would encounter tons of rocks falling towards me. Please don’t leave me even if I keep on falling into the wells so deep. Don’t leave me, please.
Please wait for me. Please wait for me even if there’s no longer a new horizon to see. Please wait for me even if oceans would stop giving up waves for me. Please wait for me even if birds can no longer fly. Wait for me as I pave those unpaved roads. Wait for me as I pulverize the rocks. Wait for me as I cover the deep wells with courage and hope. Wait for me, I promise to do everything just to have you. Wait for me please, I am on my way.
Your avid dreamer,